Category: Self-realization

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How to Heal the Defense System of the Personality

Essential information for those in early or post awakening phases to learn about the outer most programmed layers of the personalities defense system which mimic the fight and flight responses and how to deprogram them so awakening can advance. This information helpful for anyone with spiritual emergency, spiritual or kundalini crisis, kundalini syndrome or dark night of the soul – and any mental health problem such as anxiety, depression, bipolar, ocd, ptsd, etc.

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Emptiness, The Missing Piece

Emptiness is the missing piece that brings clarity about our dream reality and the nature of our mind.

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We Are the Dream

We are the dream, coming to the conclusion there is only this dream and there is no “I” doing it.

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Personal Tsunami

The end of the personal story, letting go of huge amount of energy stored in the soul and merging with the Oneness, the end of a long separation.

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The Doubting Betsy

After I saw that I was aware, I was expecting a big shift in my perception and a change in the brain. But after enough days had passed, it seemed this wasn’t happening, and then the doubt arose…

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Swallowed by the Sea

The end of seeking happens when you find what you were looking for.

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Navigating Without A Compass

How can one navigate in the unknown, without a story or personality to give one a sense of security of the known?

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Is There a Soul?

Pondering the big life questions, what is Enlightenment, what is the soul, is there an after life…

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I Am Aware

Seeing through the charade of the brain, that there is nothing to get, that one is innately aware.

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Becoming & Being

The original source of all tension is becoming. One is always trying to be something; no one is at ease with himself as he is. The being is not accepted, the being is denied, and something else is taken as an ideal to become. So the basic tension is always between that which you are and that which you long to become. – Osho

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Book Review: Waking from the Dream

Waking From the Dream: “A Wealth of Practical Information Relating to the Buddhist Path to Enlightenment.” by Detong ChoYin “Waking from the Dream presents a very precise view of the Buddhist path to enlightenment. It offers profound insights into the

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You Must Come Back to The Source

  The message in MoojiJi’s video was exactly what I needed to hear today.  What struck a chord were these statements:  “All this beauty is always here and the reason we don’t see it is because we are not interested

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The Me is The Striver

“What is not PERMANENT is not worth striving for.” ~ Ramana Maharshi My Comment: What is NOT permanent is not worth striving for and what IS permanent needs no striving — it already IS. Indeed striving only takes one further

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There is Nothing to Enlighten

“Serenity of the Sun” by Rassouli“What is not PERMANENT is not worth striving for.” ~ Ramana Maharshi Comment: What is NOT permanent is not worth striving for and what IS permanent needs no striving — it already IS. Indeed striving

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Awakening Help, Guidance & Support

Awakening Help, Guidance & Support The awakening process is accelerating with everyone and it known by several names but is all the same thing and is due to an increase in awareness level which has the side-effect to change the

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Erase programs to expand awareness

An Energy Block is A Program Question: “What are the typical symptoms of an Energy Block? I want to determine whether I have had any in the past.” I understand an energy block to be an area of the body

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Spiritual Disrobement

Solstice – June 21, 2015 For the Solstice, I went to Warner Park in Madison, Wisconsin for the Make Music Madison Event. Make Music Madison is an annual one-day citywide, free, outdoor day of music to be held on the

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The Circle Comes Together

I see a time of Seven Generations when all the colors of mankind will gather under the Sacred Tree of Life and the whole Earth will become one circle again. – Crazy Horse, Oglala Lakota DUMPSTER DIVING SYNCRONCITY I had

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Too Young to Die

Too Young to Die ?                 Yesterday, I felt compelled to write an article entitled: Ascension & Autoimmune disorder to help other people. I stayed up late to get it written. After I

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Ascension & Autoimmune Disorders

What is an autoimmune disorder? An autoimmune disorder occurs when the body’s immune system attacks and destroys healthy body tissue by mistake. There are more than 80 types of autoimmune disorders. The white blood cells in the body’s immune system

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‘Ascension Peak’ Guidance

‘Ascension Peak’ Guidance, a co-creation from BeiYin & Betsy Yes, I’m currently in a period of high vibration which I have given the name of ‘Ascension Peak’ to this phenomenon. And what what always happens is my deep unconscious ‘soul’

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My Scientific Viewpoint of Ascension

My Scientific Viewpoint of Ascension This article is my attempt to look at the ascension process from the viewpoint of our physical universe. Around the 17th century on average, many people on the planet thought the Earth was flat and

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Long Story of My Creative Process

The Long Story of My Creative Process I went to a “Paint Bar” yesterday in Madison, Wisconsin with my son Corey and made my first acrylic painting ever on a canvas! I actually have not drawn a picture since my

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The Lovers

I see that three integrations of male and female energies happen when couples meet each other, which correspond to sexual, conditional and unconditional or Universal Love.  (The picture on the The Lovers card above depicts these 3 levels.) The way

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Should I Fold Up My Chakras?

Question: “After meditation, do you normally close down your chakras? Leaving only the crown and root open? I’m struggling quite a bit at avoiding taking in especially other peoples emotions all the time and I wonder if this has anything

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Chakra Entrainment in Daily Life

Chakra Entrainment in Daily Life Every thing in nature is made up of atoms which are in a constant state of motion, giving every thing a unique vibration at any point in time. Sound is also a vibration and so

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Complete Surrender?

Can you do a Complete Surrender to the Guru? “If you are with two people and you both totally accept the other, the two become like one being. Even for one moment, if you experience something as part of yourself,

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You Can’t Make Sense of Love

There is something in common between Love & God. You cannot make sense of either; both totally defy logic. If you try to make sense of it, you only move further away from them. Being Love is a feeling that

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Transform Suffering to Euphoria

Comment: “I don’t know why but I’ve over eaten this evening.” It occurs to me we are not the mind nor the body, we are the observing self or the seer, just pure energy which is not limited to any

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Spiritual Emergency Retreat Center

It occurs to me that on a percentage basis, more women will be awakening as compared to men in the coming years. This wave of awakening women will help to raise the feminine frequency, which is opposite of male that

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Fighting with Oneself

Question: As soon as a state of peace or pain arises in myself, I feel I have identified with it and get lost in that reaction. How can I detach from this state and get free from it? How can

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Healing Our Wounded Past

Picture shared from Native American’s Online Website Healing Our Wounded Past It has been a few days of confusion, as I process information that is coming from me on all sides. This morning while reflecting, that thought came to me

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MidSummer Night’s Dream

BeiYin: I want to become a *Comedian*!!! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * • Well, this is nonsense, – I don’t need wanting to become a

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Societal Blueprint

What is clear today is I see the blueprint I inherited, finally understanding what it means that it came from society. If I can see the program, then also I know that that is not me. Therefore, I have no

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Accepting Your Role in Life

Accepting your role as being part of the One living being is necessary, so you can live it out and add experience to your collective lifetimes and allow you to let go of all you past.

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When Pushing IS Effective

“What a wonderful book!!! It takes you to a very deep journey inside yourself to discover the strength and power that we all have when we believe in it and chose to take control and take the lead. Can’t thank

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When Pushing IS NOT Effective

  “The thoughts we generate based on our choices and perspectives can either block or facilitate the energy flow. The choice is ours. Thoughts that block or make us more closed not only repel people, events and actions we desire

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Doubt Can be Positive or Negative

The word DOUBT has eight different meanings depending upon the context. For this article I will only focus on two of them which have nearly opposite meanings: 1. A feeling of uncertainty about the truth, reality, or nature of something.

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Responding in a Fresh Way

 “There is another way besides using will power to break our habitual response patterns. The ideal response is to be totally aware in the moment when the challenge arises, so we see the event as fresh and unique and do

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Doubt Sabotages Success

“There is a common pattern for people with low self-esteem that is particularly dangerous or limiting. It has to do with the reaction to success. Core self-doubt or previous failures can cause us to feel we do not deserve to

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Cleaning My Space

Quote: “If you completely clean out your house and then put things back in, you definitely know what is important to keep and what is not needed. The pain of cleaning the house helps you discover what things give you

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Why Do We Lie or Exaggerate?

Why do we Lie or Exaggerate? “How you see yourself is a key because that is what shapes and governs your reality. Not what other people think.” ~ Ralph Smart Question: Is my pretending or false self a cause of

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Life is Binary Book, Best information on awakening – Just read it!

Life Is Binary: The Choice to Live Love or Limitation by Vivbala This is the most enlightening and insightful book I have read so far in my life. The author who wrote it said that his intention with the book

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Longing for Love

Longing for Love I had an experience a few months ago after understanding that “I” as an individual do not  exist, that the reality is all is One: I AM THAT I AM. Every being and everything alive has the

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Knowing Gives Feeling of Security

Knowing Gives Feeling of Security It becomes clearer that the reason we are so drawn to obtaining knowledge is that it gives us the feeling that we know what is happening in the world around us.  From our perception of

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The Grand Illusion

The Grand Illusion In the beginning there was ONE creator, neither male nor female, who was pure energy and wanted to make other creators. From hir vast experience hir came up with an inspiration or unique idea how to do

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How Can We Stop the Mind-Chatter?

How Can the Mind-Chatter Phenomena be Stopped? Luke 9:58, Jesus replied, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.” This quote came to mind today as I was looking

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How Can I Grow Beyond My Shadow Self?

How can I grow without ignoring my shadow self? Question: “I am curious about shadow work. When working with it or noticing the energy in the body, is it enough to sit with it and just notice it (Eckhart Tolle

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Clarity is the Key to Quiet the Mind

Clarity is the key to quiet the mind White Elk Medicine Woman: “The mind is an interesting thing, we can choose to ignore it when it gets too busy. We have so many amazing tools here on the planet to

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When Meditating My Mind Starts Up

Question: “I’m new in meditation and this is what’s going on with me. When I follow my breathing and I am successful in not thinking, and am only observing the flow of breath – it’s that one moment when I

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What Makes You Feel Like a Child Again?

Question: “What makes you feel like a child again?” After many years of meditation, I know exactly how to feel like a child again and it needs no special setting. I feel like a child when I forget myself, when

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Why Are We Contaminating The Earth?

Question: “Are we contaminating Mother Earth because we are contaminated inside?” Yes. It’s a good question. This is something people don’t want to know, that the majority of our actions are destructive and harmful, contaminating the earth. As I see

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How Can I Find My True Heart?

How Can I Find My True Heart Center? Question: “The goal for me is to balance the emotional heart and mind in order to find the true heart center.” This is a great intention as a goal — however one

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Do Our Eyes Deceive Us?

Is it possible our eyes deceive us? Question: “Both philosophically & spiritually, is it possible our eyes deceive us?” Deception happens from the mind not the eyes. Like another said: the eyes are neutral, providing data. What happens is people

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Three Times I AM

The first time I saw my true self and realized I AM, it seemed to be at the level in my mind, and happened the first time I let go of identity with being the thinker. Then passed about 7

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What is Personality?

What is Personality and How can we go beyond it – A Dialog with Betsy & BeiYin BeiYin: What is personality? Is personality an illusion? Betsy: personality is due to the organization of the current human brain/body, so it produces

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Going Beyond the Story-Telling Habit

How to Go Beyond the Story-Telling Habit Comment: “An area of my ongoing ‘work’ is to watch my reactions to the happenings that come my way. There are never ending opportunities to be alert and especially so in relationships. To

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Advanced Steps of Awareness

Advanced Steps of Awareness [Skipping detail of previously realized steps of awareness.] 10. (arbitrary number) After having recognized one’s essential self and having studied ones reactive self, unpeeling the layers of conditioning, and dropping concepts, beliefs, etc, from doing a

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Change the World by Changing Oneself

If we could learn to see others beyond the acts & deeds of their egos can we change the world? Question: “If we no longer saw the error in others at all but only that which is real, without agendas,

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How Exactly Does One Surrender?

How Exactly Does One Surrender? When you’re very still and quiet, then observe and notice how there is this nearly constant internal chatter going on — one is thinking. As one thinks certain things, this generates emotional energy in the

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Why do We Resist Change?

Why Do We Resist Change? For a real change to happen there must be a transformation of energy, from the old form to the new form. This process, of the old dying and of the new forming, is perceived by

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What Does Being Independent Mean to You?

For me, Independent means ‘independent from authorities’ This is all about self-sovereignty, it’s about becoming a master over one’s own life, it’s about learning to make decisions and live one’s live according to one’s truth. This is not to say

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Communication Skills 103

Communication Skills 103 “Each Watching brings its own watcher. – Pete S.” So much truth in a simple statement, yet it’s easy to overlook. I think that in these few words it shows why it is so difficult to have

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Who Am I?

Who Am I? It is a question I have been asking much lately. I’ve been thinking about all the hours I’ve spent in meditation and self-inquiry work over the last 14 years, and realize today that is how long it

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Transmuting Emotions

Around six years ago I was at a point of complete despair, not feeling any reason to live, everything around me seemed like it was taken away. At this moment I surrendered completely and when I did, a different worldview

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Can You Watch Your Own Thinking or Not?

Comment: It’s a good article (All is vibration), but I have one question, because I’m getting my head around it, and your article came by “coincidence” into my view. You said: “One can t really watch one’s thinking, because when

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How Can I Return to Blissful Feeling of Oneness?

Question: I had a very intense experience with a woman half way across the globe from where I live. It all happened in a magical way. I had published a short article on being still. A number of readers responded

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Are Instincts the Best Guide to Follow?

Question: Are Instincts the Best guide to follow? I think when you ask this question you are really asking is your ‘gut feeling’ your best guide to follow. For me a ‘gut feeling’ is not the same as the survival

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Is It the Philosopher’s Task to Change the World?

Question: “I observed that the phrase ‘changing the world’ is too general or an exaggeration; or it could be a product of a delusion of grandeur based on the illusion that once a person become a philosopher he has the

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All is Vibration, All is Alive

All is vibration. All is alive. The spirit is the highest level of vibration. Being alive as a human, we have the capability to detect vibrations inside and outside of ourselves, due to our sensory apparatus, nervous system and brain.

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Why Is Internal Dialog So Persistent? (Part 4 of 4)

Why Is Internal Dialog So Persistent? (Part 4 of 4): The reason underlying my persistent internal dialog. I found out the answer to my question a few days ago. A friend of mine said he had some tapes, which covered

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Why Is Internal Dialog So Persistent? (Part 3 of 4)

Why Is Internal Dialog So Persistent? (Part 3 of 4): How to Resolve the dialog. I don’t think I was clear enough in my previous articles regarding this subject about what kind of reaction I am observing. To make it

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Why is Internal Dialog so Persistent (Part 2 of 4)

Why is Internal Dialog so Persistent (Part 2 of 4): Why do we engage in Internal Dialogs? There is no doubt for me that these internal dialogs are the arising of the ego. There is also no doubt for me that

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Why Is Internal Dialog So Persistent? (Part 1 of 4)

Why Is Internal Dialog So Persistent? (Part 1 of 4) If your meditation has brought you to the point of being aware of your thinking process, then probably you have also noticed the ‘internal dialogs’ that go on inside your

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Pulling Runes – Life is A Journey

Yesterday there were six of us sitting at the table and I suggested that we all pull a rune and have a reading. When I asked Michael what should be the question he said: “What is it that the Universe

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What Is A Spiritual Path?

To me a spiritual path is a quest to find something better than what you feel you currently have. I believe people are driven along these lines to different degrees depending on their past experiences. Some are driven to such

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Empathy

Comment: “I would like you to point out specifically where you think I was unduly harsh in my response.” Today I was walking in the forest with my dogs and I came across an elderly Ibicencan woman whom I know

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Rocks vs. Humans

I think you missed my point because I don’t see it represented here… I was not saying that you can step outside of the stream of consciousness, I was saying one can step outside of the stream of our programming.

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How to Stop Pretending to Be Alive

How to Stop Pretending to Be Alive BeiYin: “Yes, one can learn to withdraw energy from emotional reactions, but reactions are a symptom for an underlying cause. It’s more effective & creative to change the root cause. Not by manipulation.

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Everything in the Cosmic Drama is Perfect

“In my opinion, everything in the cosmic drama is perfect, going exactly as planned and there is no ‘problem’ other than our personal inability to see that everything is okay.” To attach the quality of ‘perfect’ to what is the

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Am I Crazy?

The Result of 24 Hours of Intense Questioning: “Am I Crazy?” Since I last wrote, I have been questioning the possibility that the ‘I’ might still be hanging in there in a split way. The questioning went on for many

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The Mask of the Personality

The Mask of the Personality I see that most of us are politicians in that have a face or mask that we wear and then present to people in our daily lives. I’ve always known this but what I’m seeing

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Why Do We Watch Other People?

Why do we watch other people? Today, Michael and I were nailing pallets together making a compost bin. I gave some very short nails to Michael to nail thin boards onto the pallets and gave a warning: “Be careful that

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Why Is It So Difficult to Remain Present?

Question: “Even though we know the benefits of Being Present, why do you think our attention is constantly pulled out of the Now and into the Mind?” From my observation it is because I’m not tired enough yet of the

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Why are we strongly affected when we lose something we own?

BeiYin: “Why are we strongly affected when we lose something we own, being that much identified with it? It’s because what had filled them up leaves now an empty space and so a lack of existence. This even happens with

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Are You Feeling the Magic?

Comment: So even though I have had a lot of these awakening bursts, you think there’s a bigger one coming? My SE practitioner is very helpful but she cannot speak this language, and her goal is to minimize the kundalini

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Your Awakening Vision

Your Awakening Vision  When you truly detach from your physical world you will awaken. Your true self will be revealed, a whole new world will open up before you and you will receive your vision in four parts, each of

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Story of My First Step

The Story of My First Step I had the normal life of most Americans, working to build career and family and obtain the American Dream with all the things one could ever need. The strange thing is once I had

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The Four Steps of Awakening

The Four Steps of Awakening There are four levels of energetic form that keep our individual identity intact. The first level is our body the physical form itself and being alive. The second level is our mind, with ability to

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The Four Dark Nights & Four Awakenings

The Four Dark Nights & Awakenings  What is the Dark Night of the Soul? Dark night of the soul is a metaphor used in spiritual circles. The term describes a phase in one’s spiritual process, often marked by a sense

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AA 4th step – Make a searching & fearless moral inventory of ourselves

“If you react out of your internal structure to do something, this is exactly the moment, when you can observe it and discover the root of the reaction – the ground of reality, then relate to this, see it clear,

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