I was born in Wisconsin and all my life have lived in areas near unspoiled nature with forests and rivers. Perhaps, because of this, I feel very strongly connected to nature. My spirit animal is the Red-tail hawk which is also called BlackHawk in that area of the world. I like to do any activity that is outside or having to do with Mother Earth, which includes walking, gardening or just meditating. I love all animals and like to be around them, I can easily communicate with them and know what they want. In the last five years, I lived in an intentional spiritual community in Spain. From this experience I learned a lot about myself and relating to others, as well as learning self-sufficiency, independent living, and about sustainable and ecological lifestyles. I am still interested in community and may decide to live in one again.
In August of 2006, I experienced a profound spiritual awakening and my life has never been the same since. Soon after this, I quit my job as a computer programmer and my full time job turned to working to become fully awakened, because I knew it was the most important thing I could do. I had been meditating daily for many years and doing other protocols including sungazing, AA 12 steps, tai-chi, yoga, fasting, alternative health cleansing, self-questioning, and working transpersonally to unpeel the layers of my personality. Over the years, I was gaining self-knowledge and receiving insights into the mystery of awareness and personality, always progressing and gradually taking steps. In November of 2005, after receiving an insight, it became clear to me that I needed more energy in order to raise my awareness as high as possible in order to take further steps. At this time, I lengthened my daily practice of meditative techniques and added in barefoot walks, transpersonal breathing, qigong and learned reiki and started giving myself treatments. As soon as I started reiki, my body responded to it, my momentary awareness heightened and the first signs of profound changes to my nervous system started. Then in January of 2006, I experienced a full kundalini awakening (click here to read testimonial) and activation, with dramatic changes starting to happen to my central nervous system. Since that day, it has never let up and I have been undergoing a physical transformation and complete healing of my body, including being healed of a congenital defect in my neck, skull and joints. The last few years have been the most challenging thing I have ever experienced, pushing me to limits beyond that which I thought I would ever be able to handle, on all levels of being: self-sovereignty, intellect, emotions and the physical body. To give an idea of what it’s been like to go through, the most similar thing I can think of is to undergo an intense physical therapy or rehabilitation of one’s entire body.
For creative ways to express myself, I like to write articles, poetry, take photos, and work on these web sites. As I write this I am still doing 6 hours per day of stretching sessions for my healing, have started to write 3 books, and now I am interested in giving free energy treatments to those who are in the most need. I am not interested in becoming the healer or therapist of another person, my role is to help ‘kick start’ them in their own healing. Part of my free service is to teach others how to do it themselves, so they can later take it over completely when they have enough strength. My main goal is to help empower others to take on their own healing and awareness process, because I understand that this is the only way to complete the healing process full. To this end I am writing these books and articles with the intention to distribute them more widely in the future, hoping to raise money for a non-profit, which can then be used for retreat centers, or hands on learning work shops..
Mary E. (Betsy) Rabyor
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