Swallowed by the Sea
It is such a huge relief to have the well worn program I’ve created and reinforced for all these years “of seeking” and feeling I need to do something to awaken, to read something, to get a new insight, to do some practice, to figure something out — now dissolving. No doubt, my desire to awaken has been all consuming and taken the majority of my energy for 17 years and now this tension is simply being released as these old programs I no longer need are erasing. Finally, it feels like the suffering from seeking happiness is coming to an end and I don’t have “to do” anything anymore, no more striving, no more efforting, just letting life happen all by itself. I never could have conceived or believed that this was possible and is so easy and effortless – and to see the truth that it was always happening. I just had to see it for myself.
It is the end of Seeking.
Betsy
September 3, 2016
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